"Life is a Journey, NOT a destination..."

Well not much is really going on. I am up at Herty waiting for my Computational Class to start. We are geometry optimizing the 3 resonce structures of Phenylphalene. WHOO HOO!!! haha (not really).

As soon as I get out of class I am headed to Savannah for the weekend to visit with friends that I havent seen in months and my mom. I'm so happy that I am still friends with people from high school. I can honestly say I think we will be life long friends. We probably wont talk as much as we do now (which isn't much to begin with) but when we do its like we haven't gotten a day without talking.

One thing that is bothering me is peoples negativity towards my marriage to Jason! I made a wedding website and an old friend of my moms got on and left a comment that said "I hope this is what you really want"...Like I don't know what I want?!?! Then Jason tells me that he finally talks to his Grandfather about being his Best Man and his Grandfather agreed but said that he thinks we should wait awhile. Why do people keep questoning me/us on this? Or telling me they think I should wait? I LOVE JASON!!! Nothing is going to change! If anything, I grow more in love with him as the days go on. Each new day, each new argument we have, each new joke we tell...I grow more and more in love with him! Weither I marry him in July or wait 2 years my feelings for him WONT CHANGE!!! I want to spend the REST OF MY LIFE with this man!!! He is my best friend, my lover, my strength, my encourgement, my muse, my guardian angel... he is my EVERYTHING!!! Why cant people see that? Why must you question me? Why cant you just be happy for me? I think you all who have negative thoughts toward this wedding should follow the old golden rule "If you don't have anything nice to say, don't say anything at all". You may think you are trying to be my friend by saying crap like that but your not. You are just pissing me off! I am going to marry Jason and you can either be happy that I have found the love of my life, or not be part of it at all...thats up to you.

I know people are worried because yes, Jason and I have had a rough past with each other. But we have worked that out. I realized when I wasn't with him I felt empty and incomplete. I missed him like crazy and cried myself to sleep wishing he was in my life. I missed my best friend and felt lost without him. Now he is back in my life and we couldn't be happier. We are going stronger than ever and we are only getting stronger as the days go on. We are excited about being married and getting our house together. Bringing both our individual lives to form a new life TOGETHER!!!

Thats all the ranting I will do today...I just needed to get that off of my chest.

Word to Big Bird and Love to All...